`♥May My Blessings Be Part Of Your Perfect Bliss;

Dear PerfectBlessings,

Hello, it had been a rather long time since i last wrote & update myself to you right? Many things had happened over the week. Sadly mostly problems with family, a lil with Mr. Pig. Haven't been home for almost a week. that sums up to not going school for almost 1week or so too. Schools been veryvery least motivated. However, saisai still goes to school okie. :DD

My absent in school earned me 2 low attendance letter to my mummy. that builds up fire, cuz i'm not going to school & i'm wasting my time & her $$. But it seemed like nobody understands what's going on, seriously NOOBODY. although i might be the exclusive one to supposingly know, gladly, i myself do not either. Korkor called saisai, when i was busy working at gv. *p.s when i work gv.jp, i seldom see my phone, so sorry if i did not reply or pick up calls. History seemed to repeat. Scolding came over the phone when i called back. tears flooded by eyes. I couldn't understand why they never understood that all this started from my own broken family? now that i found one pillar that i think will not hurt me. Do they want that pillar to leave me & f*king leave me with a broken family? whywhyWHY?! why can't they understand? I start to feel guilty, again. & felt insecure. Why would a man want to hold up such a great responsibility? DD: that's my thinking. Good thing, mine did. & i'm looking forward to being together with the silver marriage & onwards. hehehe.

So family gave me nuisance. Now i'm feeling so hospitality towards them. It seemed like i rented the place. I don't even feel like a family. How i wish....i can't move over. -Dream on Diana! laughs.

Anyway DEAREST SAISAI. thanks for being there. & thank you for those comforting words. I know even if in futuer we didn't work out, you still will be the Best man ever. P.S say thanks to your dimples. :P after 7 years of knowing you. I'm never losing to get fascinated over your dimples. HAHAHA!

PerfectBlessings, could this be a blessing in disguise? :) But Valentine is balding; random.

Loves,

Diana