hoho!
lol. laptop have been admitted to hospital for weeks of staying there.
i wanna get a new laptop leh. :(
anyway..
days have past,
after struggling for so long.
i've finally heard the true story in your heart.
of how i am a person to you.
anyway..
i have took time to think, yes, think again.
this time from the very start.
from when we got tgt.
from how we go to library &study tgt.
drawing an ugly shalom that turned out to be a rudolph.
hahaha.
to letting you learn your bike.
from poor to better and richer.
to now, where you are.
how you became.
from all those lil things you said that would make me feel so at ease being with you.
that could make my heart die for you.
but...
afterall that i have thought.
maybe, it was only me.
that i trust too easily.
that i never put big question marks on people,
that lead me to my state now.
everything had changed.
&everyone around knows that.
even i had no choice but to change.
now that i tried shopping on my own,
sleeping thru the nights on my own.
i guess.
just a lil more time,
to get me accepting the fact that,
hey! girl, life's different already.
something's stuck at my throat.
holding my tears typing all this out.
if this is a dream,
i wouldn't want to wake up..
will you miss me, my hugs, my kisses, hamburger?
will you make those promises with me to other girls also?
will you always remember me?
will you forget how we were together?
will you remember my smile after years down the road?
will you remember 31st?
will you forget the time we happily rode bicycle before having the bike?
i'm on my own now.
i'm lost for words. :(
i never knew how you are really thinking.. is it actually what i all along knew it was?
i'll cover that love for you like how you covered yours for mine...
deep deep under the cement at that busstop.
wish you all the best.
&thank you for that last trip out. love-d
Monday, July 28, 2008
