Friday, July 18, 2008

let me start by asking and answering why to myself before questioning ppl ok?

why is it that i've done so much,
&yet the treatment for me is pretty so much worse than those that did nothing or those that need not do anything?
ok, maybe cuz i'm stupid kind-hearted.

why did i ever want to make your days happier,
when it's well not appreciated?
still think it's cuz i'm stupid kind-hearted.

why did i make myself the best person to all your friends,
your family, your surrounding ppl even when you spoil my reputation in front of them?
mm.. cuz.. i'm stupid too kind-hearted?

why did i change with how you changed,
when it's the worst you became & the better i became?
cuz i'm stupid kind-hearted.

i forgive you even when i'm still suppose to be angry,
is that eating up my own pride and ego again?
yes, but i'm f stupid kind-hearted to never think why should i?

you want a reply,
i'll try my best to give you one when i'm freaking heartbroken,
why????
JUST CUZ I'M STUPID kind-hearted.

i'm not only stupid kind-hearted,
i'm very soft hearted.
&sentimental.

i tend not to be able to let go of things that have been with me for long.
when you just have to sweet talk a lil more, i go back to you.
i always think for you, &never myself, which made me stupid.
i've always been very frank,
been very truthful & real.

eventually, you felt so confidence that i'll never leave,
that i'll never run away with others,
that you know everyone whose been contacting me,
wooing me, getting to know me.
just cuz i kept no secrets from you.

but actually it's cuz,
i want you to treat me the same way i treated you.
:/ it's not cuz i'm too stupid.
it's just me, how i want to treat us, &you.
if not.... i wouldn't even chose 31st.