Wednesday, September 10, 2008

seriously.

Haven't i been blogging yeah? Got lots of pictures to upload. But the laptop i'm using to blog haven't got any memory card reader. That means, i'll have to get one because cause cause cause I GOT A SONY CAMERA! Yipppppee :DD as a gift though. From ma belovedededed bf haas. &there's this one rather important thing i want to blog about men. Mmm.. not rather or that really very important actually. Anyways, MEN! Men != all creatures. Just simply human with dicks/ penis if you prefer to call them more etiquette-ly.

I know i have been blogging the same old things from my previous few entries. Yay yay, but for goodness sake, those similar scenerios around me just wouldn't stop me from blogging my whins &nags - again. I have good girlfriends whom i know, they'll go all out to please their boyfriends. Although they tingers with sourness, bitterness, lots of sweetness, &comes with the package of a bit of attitude. After round one of quarrel, they'll probably turn to be apologetic. No doubt, i can be like that too. Although i'm not like that now, due to my conclusions that being apologetic will be taken into advantage. Yehaa, that's not my main point. &there, guys are usually in control of the situation/in the relationship. With much blabbers of feather weighing sweet talks, girls get on the hook. Nodding &agreeing to every single 'rubbish' guys claimed true.

Round of aplause please. I forgot my main point for this entry after i wrote all those above. DD: Anyway, i'm just trying to bring across that, it's hard for people to cherish someone elses' presence until something bad had happened. With inclusive to human's inborn forgetfulness of something that seemed ain't important to oneself/ isn't beneficial at all, cherish is even harder to understand. You understand what i'm trying to portray here mah?

Situations in dumping loved ones or was the one being dumped. Without much failure, girls are always on the losing end. Because they, eh herm! Actually i (can i say it generally? we?), actually we didn't want to be like that too. The dependency and the blood sucking for attention, i believe it's inborn every woman? We lose out to man by not having much motivation to move on well FASTER. Not able to pick ourselves up until some other man came by to cheer us up. Not able to love ourself more after that somebody who claimed themself to be the white horse prince came.

Honestly k, i dun know what to continue liao. I have been typing, &highlighting &deleting all those i typed. Do i sound like admitting defeat to fate from the previous paragraph? I once heard, those lines on your palm are your destiny, your fate. Why be defeated when you're holding onto it in your hands? When you're actually in control of those 'lines' yourself? Girls may be on the losing end, girls may have to just be submitted to life. But haven't you thought about it? There's nothing you can change about being the way you are like a normal girl. But you can be aware, aware of how things are becoming. Be more sensitive to the man you're with.

If this man truely loves you, he'll never want to see you cry.
What can't kill you, makes you stronger.

To anyone of you out there. There's more to see than just sadness just because of a man. &i freaking-ly realised. Argh! My narration sucks. It's all haywired. No definite story line to my entry. Guess, this is what made my composition from being even better ah? hahas.

Okay la. I know alot of things, i have been putting near my mouth &i kept mentioning it everywhere i go ohh ppl want to know oh. LOL ^^. This is because, just like you buanged at a turn, you next turn, you next next turn, your next next next next next next next next turns. You'll also fear mah. Aiyah, bo bian de lor. Sighs, head over heels to myself.
I want to look pretty yo. TeeeHee~ :B