I'm already 20 for very long.
And going to step into 21 in 5months time.
And here, i'm stuck in between school and wanting to become someone more mature.
I want to travel.
I want to study.
I want to play like nobody's business.
I want to be a little girl and i get what i want.
And i want to roam about carefreely.
I want to have a family of my own.
And promise, to be the best mommy ever(JUST LIKE MY MUM).
I want to go to weddings,
eat till my whole mouth is full of chocolates and somebody will wipe it for me.
I want to go to big parties, but i don't want to have myself to talk to anyone.
I want this i want that.
I have a hard time figuring out who and what i want to be.
At this age of 20.
Should i dress cute? Should i dress formal?
Is my skirt to short? Am i too short?
Is my make-up ok? Am i earning big bucks?
Am i doing what i am suppose to even be doing?
This is a journey.
And my journey is though,
because i can't figure what i want my future to be.....
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Playing:
Tammin Sursok
.Whatever will be will be.
