oh gosh.
now I'm on the bus.
sitting right at the full view of ppl standing infront of me.
and at the corner, there is a very skinny lady.
with a little bump on the tummy leaning onto the pole.
I pondered and wondered.
for 5-6 busstops.
and finally!
I waited for her eye contact with me.
she saw, and I pointed and signal,
"you need the seat?"
she gave me a rather angry or sad face?
an emotional with a mixture of "giving up" and anger.
she shook her head.
and my heart sank......
why didn't I just continue pondering and wondering.
I really couldn't make up if she's expecting or is that a bloated stomach?
this embarassament is not as embarrassing though..
but the feeling is like,
breaking her heart.....
so sorry!
I just didn't want you to suffer if you're really "pregnant"?!
