reality; so mature

SMACK !

i'm back to reality; no more fairytales

at night.
i was chatting with bf.
indeed he had grown sososo mature.
(&& he left me alone back.
now that i need to catch up with him.)

ok, i should stop bullshitting.

let me state what he inspired me in point form:

-we're only 8teen years old, why get so stressed over bgr when there are many other choices out there.

-you shouldn't always stick with me but make more friends && go out more often.

-maybe you can even go for manicures/pedicures to make yourself look pretty pretty.

-or you can find a rich guy and 'ka' his money, buy prada.

-don't be so possessive, you're only making me struggl hard to be set free.

i think after he said all this,

i was rather disappointed.

he have grown so much.

(some due to influence))):)

&& all this while i had been behaving like a little kid,

living in fairytales.

imaginning how my little castle will be in 6years time.

anyway, baby let me tell you something.

i am like that because i'm

-faithful to the one i love, && love means love. no second love or third.

-trying to be a good gf because i'm not born a heart-breaker.

-not brand minded, so what's with prada?

-thinking that real beauty comes from confidence,

not heavy make-ups and pretty clothes.

-in love, i can see you everyday && not get bored of it.

-possessive because if i don't, you'll try to be funny. (remember this incident?)

but i'm ok with whatever you suggested.

really.

((((: