Monday, October 29, 2007

past; present

worked with both aunties Ah Leng && Ah Jiao.
today,
i took a different route home from my usual walk,
&& i find it so sweet that Ah Jiao && hubby are same age.
still living so sweet && xing fu.
her hubby would fetch her everytime after work.
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while working,
i tot of this chinese song,
&& it really got such huge meaning.

'zui ai ni de ren shi wo,
ni zhe me she de wo nan guo,
zai wo zui xu yao ni di shi hou,
mei you shuo yi ju hua zui zhou.'

if you know the rest,
con't it yourself.
so what if i loved him so much?
he doesn't even care when i teared && cried.
he still chooses no one && go,
forsaking my 4months++ tgt.
laughs

so this song pricked me telling,
it's 'ni xing gan qing yuan de'.
*nodsnodsnods* !!
suddenly i rmbed.
how happy you would be just to win that elmo to make me smile.
i look silly, i know.
because, i tot this guy had won my heart over.
yes you did,
but you chose to smash it anyway, the moment you walked away.