he's grieving; i knew it

arghhh !!!

it's still hurting me so much.

shalom's back from operation.

while in the car,

he went so quiet.

stopped barking, stopped hopping about.

he can't walk properly, not even sitting properly.

he feels so dull.

so teary - but without tears.

i bet he's in great pain.

so sorry baby !!!

to put you thru so much pain.

MAMA's hurting too.

))):

how i wished he did get all this either.

now all i could do is to just stay by his side,

even when he's confined in the kitchen.

)))))))))):

i'm ultra - duper sad !

look how he rest,

he can't even rest properly.

i can't describe how he's feeling.

it's so heart-breaking.

he must have hate me sososososososo much.

although it wasn't my idea.

))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))): !!!!

hope you'll be a good boy && get well soon k!(: