i get paranoid.
i don know what is love.
i don know how to love.
i can't stop thinking of what's happening.
i'm not forgiving.
even if i forgive,
i rake up the past again && again.
i can't believe i'm so small-hearted && so not forgetful ! f***ed.
how do i move on ?
how do i tell my brain cells that i am who i am,
&& i can't change someone to love me ?
how can i fit into his heart ?
why am i always the one thinking && minding ?
am i reall that bad ? it's always me ?
why do i change for man,
&& not them changing for me ?
why is it me who is not good enuff for them ?
AM I NOT ? (i don't think so actually)
why end up,
i asked myself the questions again ?
WHY ?! )))):
is it really inborned?
or it's aries, just another diana
