Monday, November 5, 2007

losing it; everything

i'm losing my grades in school.
i'm losing my motivations for doing things.
i'm losing my fears for not handing up work for school.
i'm losing time for not doing my PP poster.
(i really wish i did things on time, i don't want to repeat sem):)
i'm now ! even losing a good friend.

can i please don't lose that last point i mentioned?
))))):

and shalom too.
he's losing his balls.
&& i woke up in the morning.
i'm feeling sad, very.
i'm afraid he can't accept it && feel very sad about it.
eventually becomes depressed && die.
(choy !)
he always licks his balls when he got his free time.
but sister is steralizing him hoping that it will tame him a little better.
i hope i hope, it doesn't backfire.
PRETTY PLEASE !

i'm losing everything.
i don't want !!!!! DDDDD:

may i pray that God will always be there to
guide me
safe-keep me
protect me
give me peace &&u understanding.
maybe everyone else too.