hehs.
alright, lil updates on what happened to me this days.
frankly speaking, we're quarreling frequently.
this is the longest, &the 2nd most hurting chains of war that happened with many tears lost.
it's no longer about girls.
no longer about security, in the first place.
it's now about jealousy, confidence, bike, about time management, about freedom &every other thing except me.
i was once again shot in my face,
that i am incorrigible.
i live in my past.
i am a loner.
i dun go to school.
i have no future.
i tie him down too much &proclaiming that, NOPES, i gave hell lot of freedom alrdy.
&yes, i'm always mouth hard, heart soft.
but i blabbed that i'm not always like that.
dun becuz this is my weak point &everytime i fuss about something,
&said something, you dun take it seriously.
that's not the way.
when it's 3rd month, i rmbered the video you made in your notebook.
i looked back, it's so much sweeter, better, loving-er.
i am special in my own way.
& facts are i need lots of love, &security &attention.
okies, mind block. i dun even know what do i wanna bring across in this entry.
maybe just,
it's no longer any joke anymore.
this quarrel nvr seem to fade off like any others.
is that gonna be the end ? or to be cont...
i just need that lil more of your love &attention baby, pls you.
&i still love you.
this quarrel nvr seem to fade off like any others.
is that gonna be the end ? or to be cont...
i just need that lil more of your love &attention baby, pls you.
&i still love you.
