random; -

i still feel sad over the past.
hey, not him, YOU!
the way i had to walk alone,
when you did things wrong,
&i had to be the one taking up all the hurts you caused.


i do get sad when i think back.
&with a twitch of disappointment accompanying.
although... now i'm happier with the way you treat me.
(that's why there's that previous post for you)
but i still can't, but think back...



are girls really forgiving but never forgetful?
ohh~ if so, pls grant me some brain wash drink, somebody?