i gave you my heart; ask for too much?

missed the chance to MOS yesterday.
PITY!


why pity?
in the first place cuz of yi ma.
second cuz mr. pig did not reply me.
thirdly! i still did not get to spend time with mr. pig.

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i was angry and sad.
why do i wait for you to get your things done.
i know you wait for me too.
but why is it always on times where we're gonna spend time tgt?
it's not like now school starts,
i have damn lot of time for you.
i only get to go over on fri nights.

&you meet them up in school.
at work, for lunch, call each other.
go supper together.
can't i even have just that lil few hours?
if not you'll dota/more work even when i'm over.

if you dun want to, why why why do i have to and try to and make it come true?
it's not like i never try?
it's not like i always go club and end up at my own home?
is it that i gave you too much/too lil?

i gave you so much that i ask for just a lil,
you'll get angry.
who's loving who more?
ask ard, WHICH GF would let bf go clubbing when she know nuts what you're doing there?
if i went with you before,
&i know what you're up to.
maybe, it's logical cuz i know you'll not fool ard.
BUT I DUN & I TRUST YOU!!!!
can you just appreciate me just a lil more?

you're using a lil branch by the road side to stab.
how blant it is to use as a weapon.
but becuz.... you doing it on my weakpoint - my heart.






hey pig.
my brain is going the wrong direction.
where are all your promises?
when will they come true?
DDDD: