i will get it over; and done with

Okay. i just read your msg you left on msn for me.


it was simply becuz of the way you treated me.
it happened longlonglong ago.
when we were still both working at nihon.
i dun see why at a moment,
for a friend you would wanna treat her like that.
okay, i dun wanna sound so pathetic.
i was nice to approach you to ask you what had happened since you had a black face on you.
and you were also nice enuff to give me your attitude,
walked away saying nothing,
&laughed &smiled with the others.

it made me feel,
if i was the one you really cherished as a friend,
i dun see why, it all had to happen.
followed by the misunderstanding you claim it was about ah qi.
although that didn't bother much.

-
i met you over at the shelter talking to chanel.
it reminded me,
when we were still nice tgt with others,
i said, since wed i have no schools,
we should hang out like nobody's business at night.
but it was in the past.

we talked, we giggled over the past after chanel left.
it made me missed. but i never found an answer to why,
my question i had with me.

friends don't come by having to tell you i love you,
i really cherish you everyday.
i dun need all this.
they dun just come and go either.
if you had that attitude, which is special.
i can tolerate, i definitely can!
but. not when you only did it to me.
&you cld laugh and merry after giving me those.

now that it had faded for so long,
i dun see things much incommon anymore.
i dun know who you adores,
i dun know where you hang out,
i dun know what happened to your family.
i dun know how to approach and click on a topic with you, not anymore.






if only ppl knew what i was made of.
it was the way i nag like an old granny.
maybe, i still don't know you that well.
i'm sorry, it's my bad - to make myself sound so pathetic.
i rmbed, i was that first friend you made in blss.
maybe, i'll be that there's the shortest friendship you had.
or maybe after a few years, we'll just be hi-bye.