Dear PerfectBlessings,
I'm sad. & i'm lost. I couldn't understand what's really going on. I really do not! DD: I haven't stopped leaking tears since last night. It's been since so long this feeling of being my fault again. Why does it always end up my fault?
I spent the whole night thinking. It started since 31st. When i overslept. When he saw my wrong face expression. It all happened from there. For the details, i think, only I'll know, because i have the answers to every question i want to ask. & it only gets more heart-breaking. Have i because pinned toooo much in Us? That's why i think more than i cry more compared to last time?
I dun know what i'm talking about. Cuz i'm actually lost. & i can't see what i'm typing. It's getting so emotional. Is this gonna be The End~ ?
To be continued~~
PerfectBlessings, I really need to see the end result. For this short term 'blessing', it doesn't seemed to have anything in disguise. I can't feel anything. ...... Is it gonna be better like that? I'm sorry i became your burden. ..
Sorry my love, home sweet home is breaking apart, not.
Wednesday, June 4, 2008
P.S Dun Ask If I'm Ok!
Loves,
Diana
