Did i ever mention that granny had shifted over to my place to stay? Yeps. Means life will be more tough at home, cause we gotta spent lots, zillions tons, cartons, truckloads of time with her. I mean... I honestly say, wasn't good with her. In my previous post got say before? LOL. Anyway, i say, i can't stand it either. To leave her there, me walking around the house continueing to 'dislike' her. I don't dislike her that much. Thus i always make her feel comfortable. At home! She feels herself as a burden. I talked alot to her today. It's not about burdening, it's not about aging, it's not about getting more work for us to do. It's about our responsibilities! :( sobbbbbbbs. I really wish. Really really really wish. Humans don't have to age, don't have to die. We don't have to cry. We don't have to feel sad. Like... Why does granny have to leave. Leave in sickness somemore! When everything she does is for our good. When she doesn't want to burden us even when we're so willing to do so? Why her?
Like i read a blog just now in my email. God chose small buds for his garden, so will he chose full grown pretty flowers to be planted str. into his garden. I should be happy because in his garden.. Granny would never feel pain or sad or feel burden anymore. :(:(:(:( I feel sad now. Sighs.
Adv. apologies to friends first.
Won't be so anytime call anytime here liao. Sorry peeps. Granny's more impt. :D
May The Lord Lead & Guide Me.
ciaos~
Wednesday, October 29, 2008
