I STABBED HER WITH MY F*BLANT WORDS

I took money from her just one day before her birthday.
Left home to stay out before her birthday.
Only gave her a hug as a birthday present.
Turned up for work but went missing on her birthday dinner.
Never went to school without her nagging at me.

NOW!
I asked her to keep quiet when she was nagging.
I talked to her rudely!
I have never been a good girl, to make home sound homely.
Forced her into tears.
Made her said heart-wrenching words.

She said she's not a good Mum.
&maybe it's even harder to be her daughter.
DDDD': DD':

SO HOW FUCKING FILIAL AM I?
TO TALK TO MY MUM LIKE THAT?
JUST BECAUSE I FUCKING FELT IRRITATED ON THAT FUCKING DAY BEFORE WORK.

All this happened so quickly.
It broke my heart.
Dad's in batam. She locked herself in the room with the two dogs.
I smsed her, she didn't reply.
I called her, she didn't pick up.

I SHOULD JUST DROP DEAD & DIE.
I'm sincerely sorry mummy.
I didn't mean to say all those,
it's hurts me badly hearing those words from you too.
Please don't leave me alone to rot & die.
sobbbbs.

I'M A FUCKING USELESS DAUGHTER,

USELESS & HOPELESS.

:(