I can't believe reality is so cruel. Grandma just died a week ago. &sunday we had a gathering over at grandma's place trying to settle leftovers. Yeps. Just reached for a moment, uncle came home. Who started off all the quarrels. Well well, isn't this a superb family my mum have been living in? If my cousins ever read my blog.
FUCKING READ IT CAREFULLY COUSINS.
DON'T BE A F-ING HYPOCRITE. IN FRONT OF EVERYONE, TRYING TO BE NICE. &WHEN IT COMES TO MONEY, YOU CHANGE INTO LIKE A MAD COW. YOU WANT MONEY, DEN BURY IT WITH YOU K. I'LL MAKE SURE TO CHANGE THEM INTO CHILLINGS & OUT INTO YOUR COFFIN WITH YOU.
IF YOU'RE SO STINGY, DEN PLSPLSPLS STRIPE OF YOUR RANK IN THE FAMILY BEING THE AN ELDER 'COUSIN', AGE WISE ALSO. FANCY ASKING SOMEONE WORKING LIKE THE PAY BEING JUST 1K TO PAY OF THE EXPENSIVE BILL.
YOU DON'T RESPECT DEN WHY SHOULD I RESPECT YOU? WHERE DO YOU SEE THINGS COMING OF A ROUTINE/CIRCLE? REMEMBER? WHAT GOES AROUND COMES AROUND.
phew~ fancy me thinking hey, least they have become kinder after the 10years ago incident. shan't rack things up from past. anyway.. thinking back. thanks for making me feel better by 'suggesting' the video while WOW your idea was good, with my hardwork k. Thanks, at least i have a gift for grandma. track back to the gathering on sunday. mum lectured me saying maybe we can don't talk about money over table but have a good lunch with what she called her family. so i told her, yeah yeah yeah. they're realistic ppl who "hold on". not realistic, should say insensitive ppl. Hmmm.. can't find better words to describe. so mum rolled eyes at me. nvm. so uncle came back from god knows where. and just stepped into the place and questioned mum.
uncle: where's the bank book?!
mum: at home, why so urgent.
uncle: kept quiet walked into the room.
mum stood up & passed money to uncle. 500$
uncle took the money gave to the other cousins. :)
mum: you're a retireee, shouldn't you keep them for yourself?
uncle: mind your own business kind of atttitude.
mum: they are all grown ups working earning 3k enuff to feed themselves, & you aren't working.
me: WTF?!
cousins: kept the money in the pocket.
LIKE WHAT THE FUCK?!
i mentioned previously about the bill. yeps, the blur king was my brother. who tabbed the bill at ktv for 900$. not him suggesting for that gathering cause he just flew back overseas. tired enuff for a rest. well, 'nice cousins' asked him out. HA! get together party huh.
so mum knew about it, mum asked cousin.
mum: what you all drink, drink till so expensive?
cousin: pls la, this is our cousins thing, you don't kpo can? we settle ourselves.
mum: oie, he's my son lei, i cannot ask meh? i want to know what you all drink.
cousin fucking rude just give the frustrated look.
mum: grandma just died & you all can go celebrate at night. or should i say use drinking to cover your sorrows.
me: THIS IS THE FUCKING 1ST TIME SEEING HER TALKING TO MUM LIKE THAT. AMAZING.
well.. skipped the whole part, cuz if i go on, it's forever. &pointless to mention these people in my blog - DIRTYING IT lo. but the point of this thing is one day. i'll get it back on you all. cuz that's what you all have done. :D remembering it clearly on my blog, i jot them down. &look back at things.
Uncle remember what you said to your mum when she's dying k. i felt a sense of guilt not being there. AT LEAST I HAVE THE CHEEK TO APOLOGISE & ADMIT MY MISTAKE. you? ohh. you got not wrong lo. :)
sighs. actually it makes me sad. real sad. when everything went haywired just right after grandma passed away. i mean... the acting so real, & nice when she's still alive. until i tot, hey... maybe.. just maybe. and i also know.. business at home shouldn't let other people know. oh well.. because i always keep things to myself. i'll burst one day. Just right, first of dec. ha ha ha. so yeps. take a look at how 'fated' we are to have such families together. just continually to remind yourself relatives. pls don't fall into the state of coming over to out place & beg for our help. just remember this. cause! we live off better from the 10years incident you all made. Now.. the same mistake. *CHEEEERS* our family can go film a drama like moonlight resonance liao. SO SO DRAMATIC. *roll eyes*
Monday, December 1, 2008
