I friend her, don't friend you.

Isn't this title a little too childish for me who's turning 20 in less than 3 months? Oh well, what to do. I have people around me who is younger, and mature slower! tsk. I shall try not to make myself sound so arrogant this time aiming this particular.

Who are the people who are real for you? Those you named friends whom you once gossipped about behind their back or those that talked behind your back? I have NO intentions of getting back even considering we're JUST acquaitance! For goodness sake, nobody had ever wanted to win over your friends. I mean, you being such a hypocrite, infront of your friends, you talked human languanges, and behind? You talked blahs about them? I heard afew. From your own freaking mouth. So how are you going to lie and say 'oh goodness gracious, she'd malign me!'. Gosh. Now, do i sound like a bimbo? Rising up this kind of issues to some insignificant people in my life who only PASSED by and LEFT nothing but unerasable marks of troubles?

*shakes head* I never wanted to mention you. You know what i meant? You might not want to treat me anymore like a friend, but think again. Have i ever even treated you as one? And FYI, you have friends that are real, who critisize you infront of you for the good sake of you. They don't suddenly poof~ and oh, i treat you oh so good can. Grow up! Just simply grow. I've, really.. Seen enuff. Am i too mean? Aww.. not as mean as you i guess. Yah! =D

Bahhh. What a day. Nights monsters!

Oh! Wait. Before i end off. Watched a show online named fred claus about christmas. It's, rather touching since it talked about christmas. Last year's which is 2008's. It's wasn't really christmas though. Haven't felt like it've been christmas since I'm in shanghai. I mean.. It's no longer the usual christmas where i go to church for services. Big sighs! So not the christmas feel. And Fred claus made me felt worst! No services, well.. it's few weeks since i last went to church. Haisyo.

Ya, no more. Sleep tights YAWN~